Interview experience

Hi people! Alhamdulillah.. Bdn elin semakin cergas skrg. But once in a while tu lemah jugak. Not fully 100% recover lg kan. Seriously life skrg amatlah boring, mmg rasa kosong sesangat. So elin decide to look for a job. Bukanla nak kata  kerja sekarang tak best. Sangatla best sampai ada masa x tau nk buat aper. I need a permenant one. 9-5 working hours. At least elin tak rasa pathetic sgt duduk umah do nothing kan. After a few time scrolling over job street applying here and there, one day i received an email from this company called Asiapay. This company provides online payment services. So far yg elin tahu, only 3 companies in Malaysia provide this services. It is a good opportunity i guess. So I went for the interview few days ago. Nak dijadikan cerita the interviewer was very shock when she saw me in the 1st time. Maybe dlm gambar chubby kot skrg dah slim (elin duk perasan sebenarnya). Her 1st question masa interview, pasal tudung! La.. Elin lupa gambar resume elin x update lg! Still gambar lama freehair siap blonde lg ok! She mentioned that her boss is hongkies and he will be weird when see a young exec with inappropriate entire. She also mention last couple of months she found a very good malay girl who came for interview but she had to reject her because the girl came in with baju kurung. For the boss baju kurung is not a formal entire. Yg tu maybe munasabahla. Dtg interview with international company pakai baju kurung. So not right! But tudung! Come on tudung is not a malay culture. It is about religion. So my excuse to her i will not take off this tudung and i hope u can see it as my accessories. Why u have to throw all the talent juz because of my tudung. So unfair kan. End of the interview she said that she will propose me for 2nd interview. If i get the chance for it, firstly i will highlight the issue of my tudung! I can feel that my self esteem bar is start charging back. If i been rejected coz of my tudung, i will not feel sorry. Buat apa dapat yg di dunia tp akhirat melepas. Insya Allah harap iman elin masih kukuh lg. Rezeki Allah kan ada kat mana2. Insya Allah!