CAREER TRANSFORMATION

After 6 years stay in banking line.. Now I move ahead, Not sure ahead or a step back? True enough I did achieve want I want, Be a manager, leads a team but nothing special about it.. It did turn me into somebody yg elin pun tak pasti itukah elin.. I admit, Elin berlagak, cakap besar, bangga dengan pencapaian elin, Tak salah rasanya because I earn it, But I don't feel it is me.. Elin hampir hancurkan kehidupan yang Elin bina, Banyak faktor yg menyebabkan Elin quit, Of course major things is I didn't excel it.. Yes, I am a good sales person, But I don't think I am a good leader.. Elin gagal, dan inilah kegagalan yang terbesar yg Elin pernah hadapi.. But as what my husband always said, awak bukan nak mati saat ini, kalau belum sampai ajal awak.. So Elin dengan kamikazenya tender resignation.. Tak puas hati dengan management and be so rebellious is not a good idea.. We can't make people change for us, We have to change for people.. Macam mana elin memberontak pun, The company is still there making profit.. So Allah Maha Penyayang, Dalam masa seminggu sajer, Elin dah dpt keje baru... Yippie (Alhamdulillah) start new again.. Of course the cash is not that much, But biasalah sales, Comission and incentive is there.. Terpulang sama ada nak atau tak? so kalau nak hidup mewah, elin kena kerja keras.. Insya Allah.. The same time pun elin dah start jual Public Mutual, I give myself a year time for me to start it back.. A year from now, Elin akan berhenti dan focus on my own Public Mutual as freelancer.. Best jugak.. Got plenty of time to spend with family.. Boleh balik kampung..jaga atuk!! Sometimes Elin wonder, apa yang Elin nak sebenarnya? Career? I have been on top.. Money? Yes, but Elin live in style now.. Happiness? Of course, I am happy now.. Whatever it is, Elin still akan kerja untuk membantu Hubby.. Elin dah janji dengan dia Elin akan sokong dia mcm mana sekali pun, So now I am more focus.. Elin kerja untuk bantu Hubby dan mengejar akhirat.. InsyaAllah.. Pray the best for me..Amin!